As a tear driped down from her eye, she wispered how could u, as the he turned around he said *This Isnt How I Wanted It 2 b but ur Not The 1, 4 Me" She broke down n cried n was never the same, she knew he was the player n she was the game.

How can i look back to the memories we had. how can i remeber the things you said, you broke my heart, you crushed my dreams, and even know you did this, you still mean evrything to me.

~*~The memories we shared together fade in the past, but the Times you were there 4 me, will neve fade away..beccuase...the things i luv the most will never dissapear.~*~

It's up to you and me to make it last 4 ever..
But how can we..
When shes in your life too..

ø I just wanted to let you no that you mean evrything to me..even if i mean nothing to you...

~Nika~

~ Everthing is so blurrrry...
~And i hate how you always hurrrrry
~I just wana take it slow..
And i wana go wiht the flow..
~But your always tellin me lies~
And always breakin my heart..
You mean so much to mee
But i don't think were ment to be.

~~ it's crazy what luv i have 4 you
it's Unbeleavable how much you mean to me..
I luv you wiht all my heart..And i'm always trying wiht all i have...
But you always make it seeem so bad..
and it's always on the things we never had..

* Hope it was i used to have*
*Luv is what i once had*
*Dreams 4 me were never bad*
*Missing you was always sad*
~My Luv and hope and dreams may have died..but the memories of you will always be alive

YoU're FiRSt LuV nEvEr DIeS...
accept for all thos foolish CrYiEs..
But it HUrTs me to *accept the fact that your not coming back*
My fairy tale is now gone*
And evrything feels so wrong*

You were my ONlY hOpE

nIKA~

Remeber one thing..I did this all for luv..

Nika~