It's not like i misss evrything about you
it's just i miss evrything i thought you used to be-

Nika-

But when you wana hold on..just hold me close..
but when you wana let go...just try 2hold on longer..
becuase..if you never new what you had in the first place.. waht makes u think u will in the end

Nika

~.~ I feel so .c.h.r.u.s.h.e.d deep down inside~.~
and I no you can't tell i've cried
and that hurts the most`
becuz u used to be the one..who could always see evrything in me:(

Nika

But when your not looking at me..
I see you looking at her

and when u stoped telling me how much you cared..
and 4got about evrything we shared..

My heart will soon start to break

NIka

When I'm with cha.. I feel like evrything is just perfect
and I never wana lose you.
or 4 you to stop the things you do
becuase your just so you.
and I love you so much.

Nika Love you Matthew

.but i hate thinkin about losing you.
i hate letting you go.
I hate pretending i'm okay.
Becuase it's my smile.. that hides my broken heart.
and my tears that tell a storry

Nika

.Think of me as the girl.

.you held on to 4 so long .

.and the girl who always made you smile.

.and think of me as the girl..who you once let go of.

:(think of me..[NIKA

.befor All i thought i was seeing was an [end]

.But i remeberd to be strong.. and hold on long*

and I realized it was worth it , becuase I'm not seeing an [end] anymore

. I'm seeing you and me. last Forever

NIka

But that's the only way i know how to move on. is to forget.

Nika.

As she sters.. out into the sky
she closes her eyes so tight..
Just wishing things her way could just go right.

-4 once she sees evrything she evre wanted.

Nika.Untill she opens her eyes