&& i cant look u in the eye....for fear of tears falling out of mine

?i dont wanna runaway but i cant take it i dont understand, if im not made for u then y doz my heart tell me that i am?

Why doznt anyone ever answer me when i ask whats wrong with me?

Just one question...{why?} ......why here? why this? why now? why you?...why me?

U said its the past forget about it....yea well thats easy for u to say when u werent the one who had to go through it all.

I dont laugh becuz of wuts happening to u....i laugh becuz u deserve it!

Every inch of u it gets my skin...i wanna be stronger than weve ever been

My reflection
it's everything i hate
yet,
it's everything i am.

They keep saying that people care about me but ill believe it when i stop losing everyone i ever get close to.

Forever i just want to lay, silently isolated in my bed.