I have hidden sadness
Sadness you can't see...

Dedicated to David Smith my loving boyfriend.
Your love sets me free...

I'm not what you want
I'm not what you need...

There are many secrets that I hold
That I don't dare expose...

I want you to bleed like me
I show you my scars...

I'm not playing games
Games of the heart...

I'm caught
Between a best friend...

How did we get like this?
How can it seem that we drifted apart...

Dedicated to Chad Garrett
Chad if you were still alive...

You bring me down
I can't have you bring me down...

Looking up at the stars
Making me feel so small...

I'm a fighter
You can't take me...