Looking up at the stars
Making me feel so small...

You bring me down
I can't have you bring me down...

Dedicated to Chad Garrett
Chad if you were still alive...

How did we get like this?
How can it seem that we drifted apart...

I'm caught
Between a best friend...

I'm not playing games
Games of the heart...

I can't change you
You can't change me...

I want you to bleed like me
I show you my scars...

There are many secrets that I hold
That I don't dare expose...

I'm not what you want
I'm not what you need...

I'm just not what you want
I'm just not what you think I could be...

As I stare down the barrel of the gun
I think to myself...