All this pain..
All those lies...

Your my best ever friend
Your there for me when I need you...

Mummy my wrist are bleeding
Mummy your making me hurt...

I'm so ashamed of feeling this way..
Knowing that every single day...

With nothing to do
I lay and think of you...

Why am I afraid?
Afraid of living...

Take control they say
I reply I have control...

We will forever remember you
And for those who love you...

I hide behind this smile
and seem so happy...

I don't know if we are meant to be
but i love you...

Each night I cry waiting for you
To come and say \"I love you too\&quot...

I miss you so much!
Each night I almost cry...