I am trying so hard
i really am...

I cant take the pain
that they all cause...

There is this place
that i feel complete peace...

I almost killed myself today
but then i thought of you...

I cant take the pain any more
I'm sick of it all...

I still love him
and he still loves me...

I try to be strong
no matter what my pain...

Just the other day you were mine
and i was happy in your arms...

I know the rumors are spreading
and you want to know the truth...

I now realize the damage i have caused
it was never meant to hurt you...

He cant trust me
i cant trust her...

I cant take the pain
i want to end it...