I lay awake at night
Thinking about what could have been...

The heart is red.
The sky is blue...

I'm sitting in my room, thinking about the good...
I'm standing outside, waiting for you to come out...

I know all of your thoughts.
I know all of your friends...

You are,
The one I want...

My life is good at times.
But it has it's ups and downs...

September 11th, what a beatiful
day is was...

You say you know what I'm going through.
But you have never been here...

I sit alone in my room.
Thinking...

Pain, tourture, sadness
This body's had enough...

I speak what's on my mind.
I hold nothing back...

Once we were friends
Laughing, joking, having fun...