We were perfect.......but he thought she was better than perfect....

You say its over.....i can die again....

You told me it was over...why stay sober?

I only scream for you.....

Was it wrong to think you cared???

I planned my own destruction...

I asked you not to...you did it anyway...
i begged you not to...you did it again...
i cryed for you not to...but you wouldnt stop...
i screamed for you not to...but the pain just dropped.....

You told me i was useless...i believed you...you told me i was ugly...i believed you....you told me i was never missed...i believed you.....then you told me you loved me....i left you.

I love him....but yet he makes me sick.

I seem to be dead...i feel dead...i look dead.....i lay like the dead....i want to be dead...but when i see you everyday.....i know im not dead....because the dead dont feel pain.