I hate that everytime the phone rings... I want so bad for it to be you

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him,
that doesn't go away.. and this feeling that we would be perfect together..

I hate you. I hate you for not loving me the way I love you -
yet I love you so so much for just being you, and I hate that

Sometimes I ask myself...does he really care? Or does he just like to pretend he does...
so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around

The more you suffer the more it shows you really care

I now compare all guys I like to you and you know what? They never measure up..not even close..
.and the sad thing is some are probably better than you-I just can't see it

You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see but you can
never close your heart to things you dont want to feel

"A girl is much more than she seems, not a toy by any means
underneath the makeup and hair, there is a sign saying handle with care"

I've got a
Mind boggling
Sense numbing
Heart pounding
Stomach flipping
Take my breath away
Head over heals
Knee shaking
Daydreaming
Butterfly fluttering
Crush on you

I'm so confused... is my heart not letting u go because it feels u might like me 2 or is it my mind just not letting go fo the memories?