It's not as if i asked life to be this way. It's not as if i asked for what my dad did to me. It's not as if i care about you. But it is as if i wish i could turn back time and take away all of this pain and stop it before it was too late..

On the outside i look fine but on the inside im dieing.

Because your everywhere to me
When i close my eyes your all i see is you
Your still haunting me
And when i hold that blade to my wrist
Deeper and deeper it cuts

** part from my poem everywhere please read thanku so much x **

Forever and always just you remember when your in the stars looking down on me i am always thinking of you, i miss you so much.

I just don't give a fuk.

&& so i die then maybe you would notice me....

Our lives begin to end the day
We become silent about things that matter.

When will you finally realise what you did to me was wrong?

Saying goodbye to you from the clouds and saying hello to my new life in the clouds.

If only these memories were pieces of a dream.