It's now i know you never cared.
It's now i know you will never be there.
It's now i know you gave me this.
It's now i know i am depressed.

As he spoke, he spoke.
As i cried, i cried.
As he shouted, he shouted.
As i left, i left.

What more could your hate do with me?

And dread the day when dreaming ends.

And when i see your face, your haunting me.

Promise me you'll stay here with me this time...

As that time of year yet lingers, and as the years pass each time i realise how much i miss you.
Happy birthday grandad xxxx

I wish you would just leave.
Your presence still stays here.
And you won't leave me alone.

So why pretend that there is even a shadow of doubt..

I’m blue, inside and out.
Blue as my feelings that live inside.
As dead as life,
As blue as blue.
Tears and drops so blue.
Blue as my thoughts that live inside.
Anger and turmoil.
As blue as life.
I’m blue inside and out.