Finding my way.
Adding up my fear.
Finally, am I getting stronger?

As cruel as the cancer that took your life. As friendly as you were. I will never forget and always miss you. x

Death may take life but will never take love.

And i surrender life with the gun to my head.

I let you [b] [r] [e] [a] [k] my skin, and stink right in. See you in hell.

Everytime we touch i get this feeling.
Everytime we kiss i swear i can fly.
Everytime we touch i feel ecstatic.
Everytime we kiss i reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?

When you cry it just makes me smile

So aware of your cheating lies.
So aware of your last gasp of air.
So aware of your lifeless body.
And i'm so aware that we both went to far.

I'll come running to see you once again.

This time i won't be caught.
This time i won't survive.
This time i will make it work.
This time is my suicide.