A heart in love
Is a heart broken
That shatters to pieces
With every word spoken

[from my poem "The Love That Was Once My Pride"

Fear is a feeling only felt by those who have something to lose...atleast I dont have to be afraid anymore..

Althogh you dont care..I love you still
and there's an empty place in my heart
That no one but you can fill

[from my poem Why can't we last forever?]

I was never good enough
And I never will be
Not being with you is so tough
I wish you cared about me

[from my poem 'Give Me a Chance']

Truth is I'm Scared
Scared to lose you
When you aren't even mine
Scare that you will belive it's true
When I tell you I'm fine

[from my poem silent drown]

Following my heart is as pointless as being lost in the woods and trying to find your way out using a BROKEN compass

They tell me to hold on
But the sad reality is that
I have nothing left to hold onto..

Why do we always go back to the ones that hurt us the most?

Love is the slowest form of suicide

So I say goodbye
To everything I thought I knew
To Everything I thought of you
To the love I thought was true
To every one of the chances I blew
So I whisper It one last time
'goodbye I love you...'
and slowly pull the triger