So I'll fake another smile
And down another drink

[quote from my poem "fake another smile]

I cry myself to sleep
I hide my pain with lies
And all it would take for you to understand
Is a look into my eyes

[from my new poem "Fake embrace"]

Stop it with the sympathy
I’m done with being your charity case
I’m sick of being the last resort
And I most certainly don’t need your fake embrace

[From my poem "fake embrace"]

And that gun is looking pretty tempting
`Cause you`ve caused a wound that won`t heal
Maybe a quite game of Russian roulette
Will show you that this pain is real

[From my poem 'Russian Roulette']

Trust is a dangerous game,
Of wich I will never play

How sad that times such as these don’t lend themselves to lesser problems. And the problems to easier solutions