"What If.." thoughts are like commiting mental suicide

In a world full of pain I find it hard to be happy

Live your life, not only for yourself, but for the stories you can tell your grandkids. It is through them that you will live forever.

In the end
all flowers
wilt...

At these times... i'd just like to say....Just like old times

Im gonna make a country
And im gonna call it Sane
so when ever im in my country
i can officially say
that im in Sane

My only wish is to be happy
My only chance is to die

It sucks to be the only screw up

Where ever you are
What ever your doing
I'll be there
You just wont see me

You say you're glad i came yet you act as thought you cant wait for me to leave