Sometimes in life you're forced to look yourself in the mirror and face the person who has taken rejection, harsh words, criticsm, and has been pushed down time and time again to find the strength to say "ya know what? I deserve better."

Be with who makes you happy even if it means you're always running back. Sometimes in life when you get what you want you end up missing what you left behind

But it's not so bad....you're only the best i ever had
x!x god i miss him x!x

Smile when you wanna cry, laugh when you wanna die, and when they ask if you are ok, baby you better lie
x!x

This whole "caring" thing...yeah, i quit.

I just don't know why i'm so stupid to fall to such a level...yea my world fell apart right in front of me and i always thought i was strong enough not to fall with it, but i did

X!x--For now I'll slip away
Into a world for only me
Lock myself in a cage
To which no one has the key--x!x

X!x--For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these: I might have been--x!x