If love is wonderful why do i feel so bad?

Welcome to the life where you are hated

I knew acting would come in handy
Now I can hide my saddness
And my pain
...
And now my heart

† If you would jump infront of a bullet for me could you do me a favor and shoot me instead †

No Moon
No Stars
No Dreams
No Sleep
No Hope

Heavy eyes
Endless yawning
Wish for sleep
cursed not to

Heat is now my enemy

Call this a gift? Its more like a curse

Dreamless
Endless
Hopeless
Useless
Night

Miss You
written in scared red