Wats livin when u hav to c everyone livin a life of perfection and royalty and u still live the slave?

Cross my lips i deserve to die
stick that needle in my eye
and as i die i may not every become awake
but at least thats one less breath i have to take

4ever my heart will be broken
from al the words tat people have spoken
if i cried would you cry with me an know what i'm goin through
would you need me now like i really really need u?

No help out there can satisfy me and questions u ask i wont even reply cause i know that death is the answer and now or later ill have to die!

Dont be hurt because i left
be hurt because i left without u