No matter how much i love you baby,
i'd rather walk away in tears,
than wake up in 5 years time,
to no you don't really care.

-said by my ex to me!

I lie beside you so i can watch you sleep,
you lie beside me cause its were you konked out after your binge.
said by my ex to me

i love you-get a dictionary and look up that middle word!
-my ex said this
-im so sorry hugh!

& i'm hanging with the girls,
a lie i didn't have to tell,
cause we both no were i go,
and he knows he very well. .x.

&everytime i walked out that door,
i saw him die a little more .x.

.x.to all the nights i got so drunk off my ass .x.
.x. im glad your were there to fill me in the next morning .x.

.x.she konked out after to much to drink .x.
.x. as she woke she looked at her phone .x.
.x. a text from a mate to say.. .x.
.x. she hada be alone.x.
.x. a tear rolled down her cheek she couldnt hid .x.
.x. cuz she new her mate commited suicide .x.

.x. with a glue stick in her hand .x.
.x. a rolled up fiver on the bed .x.
.x. the pretty little cool girl .x.
.x. lay on the floor dead .x.

.x.another tear feel down her cheek.x.
.x.and she choked on her words.x.
.x.when he started to speak.x.

.x.she sat there with a blade to her wrist.x.
.x.he couldnt find the right thing to say.x.
.x.im sorry he whispered under his breath.x.
.x.she committed suicide the following day.x.