I told you i was afraid to lose you and you replied "dont be because, if you did i would find you"

I love you but do you love me?
Its so hard to tell.
Why cant I clearly see?
Why do I feel so much pain
Why do I feel so hurt
Why do I feel so betrayed
Feelings so strange…

My heart quietly whispers “come back” but he doesn’t hear it or is he just not listening?