I smile all day long, im fun and bubbly and strong..and so what if its fake,,so wat if its all an act..because if i wasnt all those fings id cry..and i dont want to cry anymore
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Thers been a sparkle in my eyes since i met you, ur all ive ever wanted...but your holding her hand not mine and im holding his.....life is just so cruel
x

"stop crying ann just listen to me" "i cant it hurts so bad we arent frends we arent anything anymore" "listen it no longer hurts that u walkd away and abandoned me what hurts more is that i would still die for u"

~*~ the e.a.s.i.e.s.t way not to get .:hurt:. is not to c.a.r.e and thats the ((hardest)) fing to do ~*~

Its no big deal so i wasnt good enough for u ive n.e.v.e.r been good enough not for anything or anybody my entire life

No one knows how much i ((cry)) because no one cares enough to n.o.t.i.c.e

I was d.r.o.w.n.i.n.g in my tears...i had f.a.l.l.e.n to the floor ...then i picked myself ((up)) because i knew no one else would

Im just like broken glass people run over me and hurt my feelings,,break me even more everyday and i wait for someone, anyone to pick up the pieces and put me back together

~*~ ive been tryin not to luv u ,,ive bin puttin up a fite,,,ive bin barly holdin on nd letting go wiv al my mite,,,bt thers a part of me thats empty,,i no luv can only fill,,im afraid il never find it,,,,nd scared to death i will~*~

All i w.a.n.t is 4 .:u:. to *love* me but u cant even do ((that))