This heartache will be the death of me...hopefully it will be soon

I cried for so long while you were moving on I heard your voice every time on the phone I worried about it so long my pillow was filled with mascara and tears I confuse you I can't hate you I still make excuses for you.. I can't move on

We don't talk anymore
not even to say hey
now all I can do is dream of that day
when you smiled in the hall
and waved as you walked by
but when I come back to reality
I just want to die

It started with a smile
a meeting by chance
we spent months together
and danced and great dance
then she came along
now not even a glance

Although I feel I'm choking
I know I've hit the floor
once again I'm starting to move
your love can't hurt me anymore