Her with him would kill me inside
it would hurt so bad...

Why do they always end it then start it then end...

How could you
hold me...

I can't think of him in that way
i can't smile at him in that way...

I hate sitting here thinking of you wondering if...
I hate the way i envy the girls you talk about...

I hate the way you don't look at me
and the way you won't talk to me...

I take it back, all of it anything thing i said...
~please let me know what you think...

Why doesn't anyone understand i don't want someone...
yeah he hurts me but i don't seem to care...

If you never knew how much i cared if i failed to...

I want it back all you took with you when you left...
and all the smiles but mostly my life i want to...

I loved you
I dreamed of you...

I wonder if he ever knew the way i feel ?
if he would even care...