When she does die
It will have been of murder...

You think I love you,
You think I care...

You started to love,
As soon as I left...

I have been in the hospital so many times,
For so many differant events in my life...

I talk to myself
because no one else will listen...

I am soon to join you
Once I am through...

Smiles and Tears,
Giggles and Laughs...

You are the only one who cares,
The only one who will listen...

Suicide is thought about a lot,
I think of being finally free...

Please don't judge me.
You don't know what I've been through...

You loved me so much,
I loved you just the same...

When Jessica was only twelve,
Jessica was killed...