This isn't how i want it
it's just how it is...

I can never get you off my mind
your my whole world...

Why do you look at me different
everyone sometimes feels this way...

The writings on the wall
the reason no one broke her fall...

Feeling like i want to cry
without you by my side...

Wanting to die
trying not to cry...

Why did i give in
why didn't i listen...

I told you I loved you
I thought you loved me to...

Cutting my vein and bleeding all night
hoping one day everything will be alright...

I'm broken up inside
I'm crying tears...

Knives,cutting,suicide
things that always cross my mind...

I miss having you as a friend
and knowing i have someone...