Deep down it hurts
I try not to care...
When you left,
sadness swept...
Wishing you weren't leaving,
wishing I could go with you...
Sitting her with these deep thoughts
i feel like killing myself...
When I sit here so helpless
In a classroom within a school...
To anyone who must be reading this
I might not still be alive...
Sitting there
looking so sweet and gentle...
I feel the need to love,
yet be loved also...
I am watched over
every where i go...
Do you know who you are?
The one that was there when I was afar...
Why are you that way
how you always put yourself down...
I don't know what to feel
wanting to think this isn't real...