I never noticed how much i liked him until i found out he was with her.

They dont care now, but when something happens to me they will...but i dont need anyone

Slowly receding into my own little darkness, were know one can see my pain and loneliness. I take the knife and down i sit, pull up my sleeves and up my arm i slit.

Every cut i make takes me further than i want to go...

from my poem "these gashes" please read it and comment it means a lot to me

Your the only one why cant you fvcking see it?

Do you care? does anyone?

I want to die because of her...so i sit here in tears. does anybody even care? i doubt it

I dont need you to feel loved

I dont love you anymore...=(

He Was Crippled..But Only His Body Was Cracked..It's Not Simple, Nor Is It An Easy Matter To Explain..Let's Just Leave It At That, She Says..And Closes The Holy Book Of Lies..She Covers Her Eyes..Denying To Herself What She Thought Happened.-Thirteen