From the past, no future,
There's nothing ahead...
Had a bad day,
Sick in the stomach; I don't know what to do...
Holding on to you,
Hoping that you'll pull through...
I want to let go of you,
And forget the pain that I have cried...
Forsaken and withheld,
Breaking away from this mess, me...
For what seems like a hundred years,
Waiting to say my fortune, my words...
When it rains,
The earth sheds yet another tear...
Pages torn, nothing left to write,
A new life, cut so short...
I'm falling into this mess again,
Lost and hurried by everything...
Why did I let you hurt yourself?
But in the process causing me grief...
Outsider of this globe,
A bystander, considering how I want to live...
Pain inside,
Living in me, my sprits dying...