What's the point in getting older when you're dead inside???

(it was my birthday yesterday)

When the time is right,
I'll make you mine.....

When your worlds falling down,
and your friends can't be found.
And loves got you down on bended knees.
Close your eyes,say a prayer,
call my name I'll be there.
You can count on me....

~Chris Trousdale~

Wait and you'll see,
one day I'll be
A part of your world....

Can you fall inlove with someone you never kissed?

The pain is getting too big
I'm falling down to the next level,
I thought I already was at the bottom of my pain,that it couldn't be any worse but I guess I was wrong...
There is NO bottom of my pain,
just different levels..... =(

I wanted to let go and give up the fight
Tell my heart it can stop beating
You gave me a reason to believe in myself
Just when I'd given up dreaming

To my ex psychologist

I'm ready to tell my story now
too bad your not here anymore and can listen to it..... =(

Everytime it feels like you wanna give up your life....
always remember....
the world won't stop just because you're not longer here...

I lost controll,,,,,the pain is taking over once again.....