I'm not afraid of death....
.....cause inside I already dead.....

Why is everything that I like,
so wrong???
Why is everything that I care about
so stupid???
Why is everything that happends
always my fault???

Am I really that f**ked up???

My pain....My scars....My life....
Wanna trade???

Everything that once made me smile now only makes me cry.... =(

If people just took a close look at me,
they will see the tears in my eyes,
Tears that will never fall.....

What you call pain.....I call my life.....

Another christmas has passed
another day of fake smiles
Another cut on my wrist
another red tear are falling on the floor
just more pain to get through...

It wasn't supposed to be like this...
you wasn't supposed to fall in love with me.....Don't you know that you deserve better than me......

Do you know what pain is???
I do.....

This pain,
these scars,
this life of mine......