The things that I've been holding onto are gone.

But how come something still tenaciously holds on to something that's already gone?

It hurts to let go of something you've been holding on for so long.

But it hurts even more to hold on to something that you should've let go of..

Long, long time ago ):

You lost me once..

&& you can lose me again.

Re-opening the wound hurts even worse than making the wound.

TRANSLATION:
Hurting the same person with the same reason again hurts more than doing it once. As the pain goes deeper && deeper until you feel numb.

It's so effin hard that the person I love the most can't be with me,
I don't wanna give up but I have to,
I wanna fight but the pain weakens me.
How can I be truly happy..

When my own happiness has left me? ):

Sometimes,
Only person is missing..

&& the world seems..

EMPTY ):

Memories play a very confusing role:

They make you LAUGH when you remember the times you CRIED..

But they make you CRY when you remember the times you LAUGHED together ):

HER: I love your lips

HIM: I love your existence

HER: don't talk to other girls k?

HIM: why would I talk to shits when I have a goddess?

I told him 'yes' && I know he felt really happy.
I told him 'yes' cuz I love him.
I walked away with a smile,
But deeply, my heart is badly bleeding.
Cuz I answered 'yes' to his question..

"Can you set me free?"