I see you sign on
I jump with joy
just to watch you
sign.off without
[h.e.l.l.o/g.o.o.d.b.y.e]

I tried to reach for my
meds to take my pain away
but instead I grabbed the
RAZOR.BLADE

I think about you
even though its painful
I cant let you go
your someone I never knew
someone my HeArT
cant live without

Your walking by
you don’t notice me
not my tears nor pain
you’ll never glance
just to hear my
[C.R.Y]

We used to be tight
but now is loosened
the grip is gone
and I am forgotten

My HeArT breaks in half
as you walk away from me
you’ll never see my pain
because you’ll never care

What am I supposed to do
when I’m being spl-it in two
my feelings no longer matter
they all hate me for who
I am deep inside

I cant breathe
my head is spinning
why cant I move
without seeing the blood

Why do they think
I’ll always be happy
just because I take
[M.E.D.I.C.A.T.I.O.N]

I feel like a broken toy
I’m being thrown away
I wish I could be your dream
but my love doesn’t satisfy
you are my warmth everyday
I couldn’t imagine you gone