Reaching through the darkness to find the screams while this world of ours bleeds crimson regret. And it's more than just the pain of death holding my bloody soul. Can't you see I'm not breathing?

So go ahead and smile just like everybody else. You've got your finger on the trigger and you're aiming at my heart so fire...

* From my poem' You've got your finger on the trigger'

46 knots tied on a rope around my neck
I swear I tried and did my best
To rid the world of me

* From my poem 'Scream softly, they're trying to sleep'

My hear ti s falling apart
I was doomed from the start
With weak lungs and empty veins
I'm your nothing, dig me my grave

*From my poem Our Storybook

This is what we call a disaster
A probelm from the start
A bullet through the heart
Help me please I'm falling apart

Tomorrow we're gonna make it better so sign my cast we're off forever...sign away

Let's use our weapons to teach the world
about the story of a boy that loved a girl
and change the happy ending to be deadly and sad
since when did fairytales ever end this bad?

And it's more than just the pain of death holding my soul.

The bloody note you left behind
Still lingers in my mind

*~*RIP Amy, I miss you*~*

I just can't take the pain anymore
I slit my throat and hit the floor
My blood soaks into my hair
As I think of how you didn't care....