Do you know what it's like?...
To constantly have to fight...
I've fallen for you so fast
Your so bloody perfect...
With the knife in my hand
I look at my wrist...
I cut so deep...just for you
For it seems like the only thing left to do...
Sitting here day by day
Every time the same old pain...
As the red glow of a cigarette is cast upon his...
He smiles down at the angel of disgrace...
As i lay here day by day
I feel the pain, like i etched in my leg...
You wonder why i am the way i am,
Why i do the things i do...
Tonight I cried
As these memories pried...
Everyday she seems so tired
But she keeps trudging on and on...
It's hard to accept the things i cannot change
Sometimes i feel like i want to be hanged...
Do you have any idea how much i cared?
Do you know how much i wish you where there...