My hearts breaking and all you're doing is watching me fall...

I just thought for once things would be different and for once id be happy
but things werent different and im still not happy...

I thought you could be the one that could fix me
but all you did was make me worse

You act like you care
but really you don't
now my heart is breaking even more
because of all your stupid lies..

I never thought things would get this bad
i'm sick because of all this pain
i need it to go away
but it wont
i need to be happy with myself
but thats half the battle
so how do i fix myself?

Knowing all we'll ever be is just friends
is the worst feeling in the world
bcuz i can't stop thinking about you
if only you knew how you make me feel
but the fear of getting rejected
is too much pain for me to handle..

Youre the reason i love
and the reason i'd die
youre the reason i smile
yet the reason i break down and cry
youre the reason i keep going
and the reason i fall
i love you so much
but you just dont care at all...

I hate how we can talk on the phone
but at school
you act like you don't even know me...

I just pretend to be happy
so no one sees the pain inside of me..

I tried to protect my heart but somehow you found a way to make me hurt even more...

*my friend wrote this one..*