I saw you kiss her
and everything inside of me hurt
it was like i was being stabbed in the heart
i wish i didnt see that
but i did
and now thats all i see when i look at you
and im dying inside
it hurts so bad..

I'm looking at the stars
and all i can think about is you
and how you made me feel...
its been so long
and i just wonder
if you ever think of me...

I tried to protect my heart but somehow you found a way to make me hurt even more...

*my friend wrote this one..*

I just pretend to be happy
so no one sees the pain inside of me..

I hate how we can talk on the phone
but at school
you act like you don't even know me...

Youre the reason i love
and the reason i'd die
youre the reason i smile
yet the reason i break down and cry
youre the reason i keep going
and the reason i fall
i love you so much
but you just dont care at all...

Knowing all we'll ever be is just friends
is the worst feeling in the world
bcuz i can't stop thinking about you
if only you knew how you make me feel
but the fear of getting rejected
is too much pain for me to handle..

I never thought things would get this bad
i'm sick because of all this pain
i need it to go away
but it wont
i need to be happy with myself
but thats half the battle
so how do i fix myself?

You act like you care
but really you don't
now my heart is breaking even more
because of all your stupid lies..

I thought you could be the one that could fix me
but all you did was make me worse