Whispering in the dark, hoping no one will hear. "Let me fall asleep tonight, let me disappear.."

This touch; meant for feeling, meant for lust...
This secret; meant for hoping, meant for trust...

"Smoking is the only sane way to suicide. It doesnt get you sent anywhere."

You said that you'd come back and save me....

Let me tell you, life doesn't work that way...

This isn't a fairytale, no matter how much I would like to believe...

The past becomes the present,
These memories of long ago...
They haunt haunt mind, and yet soothe the soul.
Perfidy is something I personally know

Just when I was getting used to the fact that I would never be with you...

You came back to me...

† Crimson velvet and scarlet silk ··
In rememberance for all the blood I've spilt. †

Awake, but not alive...

...and I wonder to myself;
will you ever feel the same...♥

I watched you leave me broken,
and you never said goodbye.
Although I love you with my whole heart,
you wont ever see me cry....