Awake, but not alive...

† Crimson velvet and scarlet silk ··
In rememberance for all the blood I've spilt. †

Just when I was getting used to the fact that I would never be with you...

You came back to me...

The past becomes the present,
These memories of long ago...
They haunt haunt mind, and yet soothe the soul.
Perfidy is something I personally know

You said that you'd come back and save me....

Let me tell you, life doesn't work that way...

This isn't a fairytale, no matter how much I would like to believe...

"Smoking is the only sane way to suicide. It doesnt get you sent anywhere."

This touch; meant for feeling, meant for lust...
This secret; meant for hoping, meant for trust...

Whispering in the dark, hoping no one will hear. "Let me fall asleep tonight, let me disappear.."

I hate everything I am, and I dont know how I've changed... But I know that one thing will always stay the same...

My hatred for myself.

-x-Every 18 minutes someone in the US d.i.e.s of [suicide.]

Every 43 [seconds], someone t.r.i.e.s it. -x-