Your my best dream, and my worst nightmare

You got down on your knees, begged me to stay ... instead i turned and walked away everything we once *had* everything we worked so hard to *perfect* i let drift ~away~

I look outside and i see a storm
you look outside and you see the sun
i see dead trees and dirt roads
you see colorful leafs and bright flowers
i look in the mirror and see black and white
you look in the mirror and you see everything
but the TrUtH

My tears fall like rain drops -- so hard it hurts

Everyone will always remember me,
as the sad little girl,
who committed suicide.. :(

He said my eyes were so bright that night but little did he know, I died and my eyes turned black and all he saw was the reflection of the stars

And as i think what to do,
should i break up with you?
should i give you one more chance
or should i save my heart the pain?

You said you would never hurt me
and you'd never break my heart
you've hurt me so much its just too hard to count

He made a promise to never hurt me again,
but that promise is more than broken
its shattered to pieces,
like the heart he used to love

If i'm everyone's guardian angel
then where the hell is mine?