His kisses so suductive
his eyes so mesmorizing
His touch ever so passionate

The thought of being alone kills me Making me seek him out Enough to satisfy this feeling But the guilt right after Not seeking satisfaction but forgiveness Wondering if I'm worthy of such divinity But soon enough the urge arises once again

I'm tired of the sinning
Tired of this hopeless feeling
tired of being in between
Tired of thinking I can't be forgiven
Tired of the tears
But most of all
Tired of disrespecting myself

A question
which makes me shudder
Frightens me to the bone
It cannot be answered
It cannot be gained
Such knowledge does not exist
Because after death
You do not come back
A question forever unanswered

The love that was once so strong
Have turned to lingering whispers
Amongst the wind
Waiting to return to those lips
it once kissed

For I have found the most beautiful flower, in the future, who can make you smile.

But I think the weather you have today for you
will be the same for us tomorrow

With a sweet gentle kiss, we say our good nights, until the next moonlight

Let the world disappear with the music in your eyes, flowing through your body and mind

Shattered pieces across the floor,
i try and reassemble them
but i just end up getting hurt even more,
i try and hold them in my hand but fail to do so, each piece ripping through my skin and falling on the floor