I tell myself that inside she’s ugly
Maybe im just jealous
I can’t help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

- A song my sister listens to over and over and even louder when im home

I sit here and think of you... of you and the cute things you do

I wish i could have met you earlier

I cant have you...
But i want you so bad

Its another black day,
Iv been given more reasons to cry

Im not the girl i used to be

I can still hear the sound of love... its running dry

Im laying here watching all the cars go by... thinking will my life end tonight?

The knife looks so inviting... Im crying coz im fighting... I just wonna let you see the pain your causing me!

She is so Gorgeous... Yet she crys herself to sleep... But tonights the night she will end it all... She will hang herself with purls!