She's scared inside and out.
she wants to shout...
She stands in her door way.
looking down the road...
The color blank.
what do i think about...
She's staring at the biggest fear.
the one that she doesn't even tell...
Sitting in a room full of paper.
she looks for a pen or a pencil...
As i sit here.
why would people care...
Lonely and sad makes it different.
but that's not me anymore really...
I can't stop thinking about it.
that night...
I'm laying on the floor shaking down my body.
My hands are weaving out in blood...
I can't take this lie anymore.
i just wanna hide behind my door...
The problems go by without a trace.
the voices go in her head...
The thoughts run down her leg.
the blood drips from the knee...