But what is the purpose of This
If not to resolutely change one's self...

I followed the enigmatic
The curious and unsolved...

Its so clear in my memory
Checkered flannel, black and white...

I can not touch
I can not feel...

Who needs love when there's Jack Daniels
Don't need chocolates, bright lit candles...

Sometimes I dream of your impending death
What words will you chose in a shortage of breath...

Its six below but I still walk
With no shoes on and jacket off...

There's a place down west
Of the creek nearby...

I want to drift off and I want to stop feeling
I want to recede to a darkness of sleep...

Remember where you stand before I put you in your...
Don't push me or I'll rip that sorry smile off...

I'm here but then I'm gone again
I'm right but then I'm wrong again...

I can't let this go
It's your fault and you know...