I dont wanna smile
still i find myself smiling
not because im happy
but because you're smiling
and i dont wanna be
the only sad idiot

It may seem strange
but the saddest words
youve ever said to me
werent i dont love you anymore
they were i love her

How am i supposed to stand tall
when i feel like the smallest person in the world

There she goes again
smiling again
pretending shes happy again
laughing again
making it look perfect again

It seems odd that i would be smiling
after everything just went wrong

Y is the world moving so fast
all the while im standing still

U swept me off my feet
then u threw me out
and the thing is
i never saw it coming

Please believe me
when i say
i love you with all my heart
but i had to leave
i had to get away
cause i could only take so much pain
and you took me way past my limits

How do you leave behind the only person you would gladly die for 1000 times?

Ive never looked at you from this point of view
ive never hated u so much for just being alive