I lay here in my bed
so many memories going threw my head...

Claire u have alway been there for me, u have...

Becca u are one of my best friends, u r my soul...

Jade ilusm
i don't think u will ever know how much, i don't...

When i finally realized what i had done, it was no...
what i did was some thing i want to for get...

I still remember Ur voice,
even if it has been a while for me to hear it...

Mommy u where only 42
when the man in the sky took u...

Daddy u left before i was born
now u leave me here to morn...

Why have i always been able to see the next thing...

What would u do if Ur world was turned upside...
who tried to take her life,by using a knife...

WHAT IF I HAD A KNIFE OR A GUN, WOULD U THINK IT...

Some one just get these memories of the past out...
i just wanna let all my friends know that i wrote...