Everyday im without
just keeps getting harder

I lay in bed at night wishing someone cared

Im standing alone
in a shadow of someone i wanna be
i reach out to touch it
i break down
&fall to peices
this someone i dont want to be

I walk this life alone
im falling apart on inside
and nobody no it but me

& finds it hard to show someone she loves them because she doesnt love herself

She look at her own reflection because all that she beleives is that she worthless and has nothing left in life but herself

& you look at me and think i have a prefect life and when no ones around i sit and cry wondering what could have been

Blood shot eyes
empty heart
all just want to no if im loved

I need help but no ones there to help me and everyone just gets mad at me so i say away so i dont bother anyone

I remember the days when i was happy when eveything in my life was perfect now i sit here alone wonder if anyone cares