Waiting for the day someone cares about my feelings

Why is it everyone i care about leaves me am i that bad of a person

&she still sits and replays all the memories in her head hoping they will be together again

I hate growing up,
because every year gets harder harder,
every year more mistakes are made,
time goes by and you have nothing to show,
but a heart full of pain,
and mistakes you keep making

Growing up is relizing that hearts are broken, love doesnt alway mean forever, kisses can be broken promises, and late night calls are sometimes a call for help

After a while you find the difference between holding a hand & falling in love, You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made & that sometimes goodbyes really are forever.

Looking the other way
just to make it not hurt as much
because i know if i look at you
i will end up to stare
im trying to move on
but i still don't no if it over
or if it ever began

I think i new it from the beginning but didnt want to believe it

Should i cry b/c we not together or smile b/c were still friends *ithink

Still waiting for the guy to do anything to make me happy