& finds it hard to show someone she loves them because she doesnt love herself

I walk this life alone
im falling apart on inside
and nobody no it but me

Im standing alone
in a shadow of someone i wanna be
i reach out to touch it
i break down
&fall to peices
this someone i dont want to be

I lay in bed at night wishing someone cared

Everyday im without
just keeps getting harder

My mind no's it over forever
but my heart keeps holding on

Now when i think of you i stare off in space & think about what were going to say when we meet in the future

Yesterday i looked at u & saw all the reason why were not 2gether 2day i looked at u & saw everything i loved
2morrow all say i gave up
but the next day all say how much i want us to be together
& no matter how hard i try i cant tell u how i feel

Today i was alright with us just being friends but tomorrow i will fall in love and want us to be together forever

& the boy she always says she over turns out she is still loves him more then ever