I tear my heart open, just to feel

~papa roach "scars"~

I'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever.

~hawthorne heights "ohio is for lovers"~

I opened my heart to you, but all you did was tore it apart.

You promised to make me happy when with you. im with you now, so why aren't i happy?

Im drowning in the tears that fall from within my lonelyness.

To write so many sad memmories, lets me know that im stuck in my own depression.

I told you how i felt. i told you that im hurting inside because of you. you said you know. so why do you just sit there and drown me in the pain?

Im lost in my own confusion.

I wish you could see how much im hurting inside..i just hope that when you finally do realize whats being felt..its not to late.

Follow your heart, not your mind

~a friend told me this~